Blackout

Survival

The wisest stay cheerful, look sympathetic. Even though unkind years tragically rip on the human in us. We must accept it.

Gettin' Closer

Can I just get a break...

Why does the world constantly mock me by making easier until i get comfortable just so I can hit me the hardest it ever has?

I know that my problems aren't near as bad as probably half of the people who are reading this, if there even are any. And I'm sure none of you out there want to hear me bellyache about my problems which I'm know are compared to most people.

Why on earth would I just sit here, writing feeling sorry for myself when I could be out there helping other people with those problems tougher than mine?

Probably because in all reality I'm just a dot, just a little spec. Me, I'm nothing, I'm just dust in the wind and there are people even more worthless than I am... yes it is hard to believe but trust me it's true.

Maybe one day I can actually get out there and do something. For myself.

But for now I guess I can just keeping pushing getting closer and closer to what seems to be happiness. Maybe one day I can get there.

I just hope it's as bright as I picture it in my head...

Dear, her

She can always calm me down. She always says that I always know what to say and she doesn't.

But the truth is, is that she always says the right thing. She always comforts me and makes me feel better. In this crazy world a kid like me needs a lot of help... Help that isn't that easy to give.

I know she will probably never read this but I just want to tell her thank you. I want to tell her how thankful I am for all that she does for me.

Different

Different

Different

Different

Different

Different

This is a post about being different. We just had a whole class about being indie. People said that being indie is being different, but the way that people talk about it it only comes across as being different and being yourself but in a weird way.

To be completely hones I don't know at all why I just wrote that but I was thinking about being different.

It seems to me like my writing is already pretty dang scattered as it is... So I don't really know where to go from here to be different...

Yep, I need to go to bed:/

Good things

1. Movies
2. Tacos
3. Chuck
4. Psych
5. The Office
6. Mr. Nelson
7. Pokemon
8. Pools
9. Cheesecake
10. Gummy bears
11. Cookies
12. Ice Cream
13. Fruits
14. Vegetables
15. My blog
16. Peter Pan
17. Toy Story
18. Naps
19. Nachos
20. The number 21